Date: 2025-07-24 03:08 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (pic#17132327)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
You make that sound like a lot of time when our survival apparently depends on our decision making.

[He flops down onto one of the red cushions and tips his head back to stare up at the roof of the car.]

What do you make of the visions these days?

Date: 2025-07-24 03:26 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (till318)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
[They can do both. He doesn't really know what to put down for himself anyway, right now. It isn't as though he has much that is valuable. What he has is his voice, his creativity, his feelings... but those are things he can't imagine giving up.

What else is there...? He can't just fail Elegy.]


I think that they're our lives.

Or at least, a past one. But I think those memories really belong to us.

Date: 2025-07-24 03:32 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (scribble scribble)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
What do you lean toward?

Date: 2025-07-24 11:22 pm (UTC)
untilldeath: (till298)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
How many people from on the boat have wound up in your visions?

Date: 2025-07-25 01:38 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
Really? No name or anything?

Date: 2025-07-25 09:53 pm (UTC)
untilldeath: (till288)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
My sis- uh... Star [Since they aren't actually blood related. He can't remember if he ever told her about Star, yet.] And Moray. They've both fallen into those sleep comas here on the ship, though.

[...]

And Gossamer. Apparently, some people knew her before her arrival on the boat. I know her from Anakt, though.

Date: 2025-07-26 01:34 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (just a gay twink)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
Yeah... some time ago shortly after getting back on the boat.

[He looks... pretty complicated about that actually.]

. . . 'Least if they're asleep, they're not stuck inside shitty performances.

[It doesn't make it easier, though.]

Gossamer's on Sunsign. She's... I dunno. Someone pretty important from my memories. It was a real shock to see her here.

Date: 2025-07-26 01:44 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (till318)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
Yeah. She doesn't at all.

. . . To be honest, it would probably be less painful for her not to remember that... life. Whatever it is.

[He runs a hand through his hair, a little stressed.]

But it's not realistic to prevent her from it, either. So the situation sucks.

Date: 2025-07-26 01:53 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (till239)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
The situation seriously sucks!

Date: 2025-07-26 02:34 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (Awkward attempts)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
[Blushes a little because he's tsun like that. He accepts the hug, though. Especially since it's from Elegy.]

A-Anyway! I hope things have been managing better for you! Sorry, I haven't been around a lot lately. I've just been dealing with some [major depression] shit.

My problems aren't gonna help us right now, though. We gotta think up what to give up.

Date: 2025-07-26 02:48 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (till177)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
We're less likely to eat shit the higher we go, I think. But I don't even know what to give up. Or that I would want to.

Date: 2025-07-26 03:39 am (UTC)
untilldeath: (pic#17135860)
From: [personal profile] untilldeath
The only thing I think I have even worth anything is probably my voice. Or creativity?

[His ability to compose or draw or something.]

If for some reason we really didn't get it back, though, I don't know what I would do.

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